Twenty years a go, my mom brought me to this amazing world…
Sixteen years ago I met my best friend, whom I barely spoke to although we were classmate again at the 8th grade…
Fiveteen years a go, my sister and my cousin told me that a boy who used to wait for me when I was running left behind him, could be my boyfriend. I’m not sure he’s my first love or not..
Thirteen years ago. I was worried my favorite teacher wouldn’t meet me on heaven, because she’s not Moslem…
Twelve years ago, my family were proud of my inteligence. They talked about my school grades to all people…
Eleven years ago, I knew about sex more than most of my friends…:$
Ten years ago, I didn’t speak to my neighbour who is my best friend now…
Nine years ago, I studied hard for my english since I felt guilty, my english teacher found out me cheating on an exam…
Eight years ago, I wore my first foundation to attract my english teacher at elti…
Seven years ago, I claimed my senior whom I stalked everywhere but still didn’t know me was my first love, although at that time I have already flirted with a boy who chose me as the most beautiful girl at class.(fyi, it’s our first day in junior high school and I was the only girl he knew. But I love his mistake;-)!!). Anyway, that year I knew Nuno Gomes and became his fans…
Five years ago, I watched ‘weird’ movie for the first time, “Threesome” and I looove that movie…:$
Four years ago, I was on my lowest self esteem, and I didn’t appreciate my live…
Three years ago, I realized that I was surrounding by amazing people…
Two years a go, I met a guy who’s so perfect, but the thing is, he didn’t even know me. Same old, same old… Btw, I pierced my ear at that time, because I couldn’t go to Good Charlotte’s concert, but I keep telling my self that I did it as my disapointment to my mom…

Satu tahun yang lalu, S minjemin dvdnya Queer as Folk punya temennya, yang ngakunya homo tapi punya cewek dan sampe sekarang aku blom pernah ketemu tu cowok.
Sebelas bulan yang lalu, aku pertama nyalon, dan aku mulai ngecat rambutku…
Tujuh bulan yang lalu, my sista who always be my best friend nikah, dan kemudian pindah rumah, am I that bad if I feel lost for her happiness…?
Enam bulan yang lalu, aku beli dvdnya Queer as Folk, aku ngga bakal nyaranin ni film buat siapapun. Pertama, kamu bakal ketagihan dan pengen nonton ni film sampe kelar. Setelah nonton episode finalnya, kamu bakal ngehindar dari semua hal yg berkaitan dgn film ini, karena kamu ngerasa sedih. Setelah kamu udah bisa nerima endingnya, kamu bakal nyari video atw gambar yang berhubungan, plus kamu nyari happy ending di fanficnya.. Yup itulah efek rumah kaca eh b/j bagi saya.
Tiga minggu yang lalu, keluargaku bilang kalo aku terlalu dimanja. Dan aku ngerasa mungkin saatnya aku settled down, kaya’ yg aku cita2in ketika di umur 20…
Dua minggu yang lalu, keluargaku kembali terlalu baik ma aku, dan ngemanja aku. Aku ngrasa sedih dan bersalah ma mereka…
Sepuluh hari yang lalu, something wrong with my mother. She gives what I want, and it makes me feel pretty sad. Karena, aku jadi inget kalo selama ini aku blom ‘ngapa2in’.
Enam hari yg lalu, aku pertama ke Larissa, let’s see what will happen next year..
Empat hari yang lalu, pertama masuk SP, and I will survive…
Satu hari yang lalu, I was haunted by fvcking-monday..

Hari ini, ketika di Amerika sono masih 10 juli, I wish I know exactly what I want..