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Another bad day..
Okay, I feel bad for what I’ve said. It’s a self defence though.
I always feel my father doesnt love me as much as he loves my sister. I keep telling my self if thats okay, and I deserve that. But today when he said that he didn’t like living here at home and he wished he could stay at my sisters because of his rebelious daughter, instead saying sorry, I said, “So do I, I hate living here”.
I dont know, lately I think about that a lot.. And I dont know if I really want that. I just feel lost and wanna go.
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Habis UAS gini, mbuka web itu selalu matiin my flame (or whatever it is) sekaligus bikin aku mikir,
Apa yg salah ma caraku belajar? Apa Tuhan, marah aku jarang berdoa? Kenapa IPku makin lama malah turun? Apa ini tandanya aku kurang bersyukur atas IPku sebelumnya? Apa aku kudu berubah? Kenapa rasa iriku ma IPnya B en S, cuma bikin aku makin jatuh?
Kemudian, (paling lama) seminggu, aku udah lupa ma keluhan2ku tadi, and I’ve already rekindled my fvcking flame. God, this time I wanna remember, in a good way. Not the envy..
Douchbags=Koma+Komaa
Right now, I hate that two lil’ shits…
Tiap kali, aku sms, kelompokku basdat, yg namanya Koma, dia tu, mbalesnya lambretta. Pdhl aku klo maw sms, Komaa, kok rasanya canggung gara2, smsku yg kmaren, g tw kekirim atw engga..
Aku udah bramah tamah ama mereka, dan mereka tetep aja cuek ma aku. Aku bener2 udah nyerah ngga bisa masuk ke lingkaran cowok2 itu. Dasar, gay sombong introvert sialan!!
Brengsek
Mau brangkat elti, malah ujan ngga ada mantol yg layak pake’. Mami nyaranin ngambil mantolnya papi di masjid, OMG, what the hell she’s thinking? Aku bete stgh mati, seriously, i wanna go, this’s the last meeting before final exam, and we’re gonna talk ’bout all what we’ve learn. In fact aku mau nanya bedanya make southern ama south doang..
Blajar g cuma di elti. If u wanna say that, hell yeah, I’m gonna watch some soft porn IN ENGLISH, of course!!!
G tau lah, ini pms atw bukan…
This asshole is coming.. Udah ah, ak no comment dulu aja, hari2 uts nih, God boleh nangis ngga? Udah terlanjur nih, knapa sih ak kaya’ gini?
Brengsek, nonton trans tv cuma bikin ak tambah sedih. Sorry mom, sorry 4 everything, I just I just cant do that. I still cant forgive you, I know this shit killing me softly..
